| Friday, March 28, 2008 |
| Working |
So I am working at the front desk right now, from 5pm-7pm. I don't mind this shift too much. Usually people just call and ask what time supper is. It usually gets quiet when everyone leaves for supper. So nothing exciting has been hapening so far today. I took the hardest test of this semester this morning. It was in Chemisty. I'm actually taking a science class called Physical Science which is a really general overview of Physics, Astrology, Chemistry and something else not sure what that is yet. But yeah it kicked my butt! I'm just relieved that it's over with now. I'm so thankful that its the weekend. The past few days have been really stressful and I'm anticipating a quiet weekend. Yesterday I worked ten hours babysitting, went to class and studied. I was saposed to work from 1am to 3am but thankfuly someone switched shifts with me! All I have to say is thank God it's friday!
Well since my last blog I decided to wait everything out. Or maybe I'm just ignoring the circumstance but right now I can't afford to dwel on it. We have one week of classes left and finals are coming up!! This semester flew by so fast! I'm excited about this summer and that brings my spirits up. I know God has a plan for my life and I'm not going to give up on my dreams. Like Noami told me the other day, you just have to keep positive and surround yourself with positive people. I am thankful for the encouragment I have been getting lately! I know God always works for the good of those who love Him. The challenges we face never go away. There is always something we struggle with in life, but God always works them out for the good. How would we ever grow if we never had struggles that made us fully depend on Him? My God is so good and I am humbled to be his child. So if you are facing troubles just know that Jesus loves you and knows your heart and will be with you!
Thanks for all your love and prayers! |
posted by AdriannaFay @ 4:32 PM  |
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| Wednesday, March 26, 2008 |
| Don't Give Up, You are Loved! |
| Well today started out ok. I woke up at 8am to clean for two hours then I went to my science class and had lunch. I sat with Michael in the lobby for about an hour until he finished his paper and went to work. Then I went to my room and laied down for a little bit. I decided I needed todo something productive so I decided to go to the finance office to start my financial clearance for next year, something I have been procrastinating. So I called and asked if I could come in and meet with one of the ladies. I got there and was really anxious. I prayed for good news and as soon as we started figuring good numbers things started to look not so good. We came up with a plan for next year but everything depends on this summer. I have to come up with a big lump sum again to come out here in the fall. I basicly have two months to come up with $4,ooo. I know its not imposible but right now it just feels like a lot. Well the lady that is head of the finance office came in to speak with me. She tried discussing a few options with me, none of which really seemed to be possible and asked me wether I have considered going to a different school. I almost cried! My journey here to CUC has not been easy but God has carried me though He has provided for me and right now I'm trying to figure out what to do next? I feel like He wants me to be here but at the same time I feel like maybe I need to be going in a different direction. So many options have run through my mind today and I'm still feeling lost. I just need all of your prayers. I need to decide what to do for next year. I know God is with me and will continue to do so I just need to know what direction He wants me to go in. I don't think its all about the money right now. Please pray for me. |
posted by AdriannaFay @ 4:27 PM  |
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| Friday, March 21, 2008 |
| Reading break... or something like that |
Ok, sorry everyone this has taken me so long to update my blog. This semester if flying by me so fast its almost over! I'm on a reading break right now and I have yet to do any reading. I am currently enjoying sitting on my bed listening to music and typing. I have been productive today. I woke up at 8:00 this morning insted of sleeping in. Trust me it was tempting! So I cleaned the whole downstairs insted of sleeping. I cleaned the lawndry room, chapel, kitchenett, and the chatter box (movie room). Cleaning is what I did. Then I ate a really yummy breakfast that the dean and some students made. Yummy pancakes and veggie links. Then after I finished stuffing myself a group of us sat and talked and decided to watch a movie. We watched the Attonment. It was a really good movie it was my second time watching it but it was still good the second time. Anyways then after watching that movie Michael and I decided to wash the bug. We took it to the wash and Michael had a blast! Needless to say it was squecky clean. Then we decided to do some deep interior cleaning. It was amazing. I'm sure he'll post pics on his websight. So after that we ate supper and went out for ice cream. It was a fun day. Yesterday was a blast too we went to the west edmonton mall and I finally rode the indoor rollercoaster! It was crazy insane!!! I thought I was going to have a heart attack! So reading break has been good so far and I have yet to do some reading. Oh the pic is from St. Pattys day. If you want to see more you'll have to go to Michael's websight www.pbase.com/justanotherconcussion. I hope you all have a good weekend! I love and miss my familiy so much! Oh and keep our Nicaragua team in your prayers we have about 40 days until we leave and we really have to come up with funds!!! Gotta run! |
posted by AdriannaFay @ 9:41 PM  |
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| Monday, March 17, 2008 |
| Thief of Always |
This is just a song by Jaci Velasquez that I found encouraging. I think its good to evaluate the way we live our lives sometimes. This song just impressed me and I hope it encourages you.
Before the winter chill has gone, The springtime rivers rise. Before the setting sun has disappeared, The moon is rising high. And time waits for no man; Seasons come and go. In the midst of an ever - changing world, This one thing I know:
You've got to live every moment As though it was your last, Before the thief of always Steals tomorrow from your grasp. Before the chance to know His love Has somehow passed you by, Let your heart reach out, right here, right now, For the Lord to touch your life.
Before the trees have shed Their autumn gold to leave the barest bark, The frost beneath our feet will sparkle bright, Like crystals under the sky. And time waits for no man; Seasons come and go. In the midst of an ever - changing world, This one thing I know:
You've got to live every moment As though it was your last, Before the thief of always Steals tomorrow from your grasp. Before the chance to know His love Has somehow passed you by, Let your heart reach out, right here, right now, For the Lord to touch your life.
Don't ever doubt that God can lift us high. Allow the flame of Heaven to be our guide.
Live every moment As though it was your last, Before the thief of always Steals tomorrow from your grasp. Before the chance to know His love Has somehow passed you by, Let your heart reach out, right here, right now, For the Lord to touch your life. Oh... |
posted by AdriannaFay @ 12:44 PM  |
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| Saturday, March 8, 2008 |
| Happy Sabbath |
So I have been reading the book of Psalm for my devotional for the longest time. I plan on finishing it this weekend but it seems that there are so many good verses. I usually read one or two before I go to bed every night and somehow they alway seem to fit my day perfectly. When I first started to read it It seemed like a rolar coaster. It seemed that no matter what God had done people would prais him and then question him. Sometimes I feel my life is like this that no matter what mericles he has put in my life I always seem to question. But I think the questioning is a good process. How do you learn if you don't ask questions and go out on a limb? My favorite verse today comes from Psalm 130. "If you O Lord, kept a record of sins, O lord, who could stand? But with you there is forgiveness, therefore you are feared. I wait for the Lord, my soul waits and in his word I put my hope. My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning more than watchmen wait for the morning. O Isreal, put your hope in the Lord for with the Lord is unfailing love and with him is full redemption. He himself will redeem Isreal from all their sins." I really love this verse. God is so good and so full of love. It doesn't matter who you are or what your sins are He is always there holding out His arms waiting to embrase you and whipe everything away and bring you into his kingdom. Sometimes this is so hard to grasp because we as humans tend to hold onto pain. When someone wrongs us we tend to hold onto that "sin" even after we say I forgive you. Thankfuly God is not like that. His forgiveness is so deep and so full of love. I don't know how we could live without it.
Ok so I should probibly get back to work now... I just thought I should share this with you all! Have a Happy Sabbath and a good weekend!!! |
posted by AdriannaFay @ 8:45 AM  |
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| Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
| Homesick |
| Things just kinda hit me today. I think it was on our way back from banff that I realized something. It was a car I saw that started my thinking, it was a Rav-4 same color as my moms car and it made me think of home. I started to think of all the things I enjoyed as a girl, sitting on my dads front porch watching the rain fall and dreaming of what my future would be like. I loved to play in the back yard with my sister and my baby sibblings. Now everything seems to have fast forwarded and I can't make it stop! Everyone is getting older, my sibblings are growing so big, I miss them all. I miss my family a lot. First semester here at CUC I felt homesick a lot but this semester it hasn't hit me until now I guess. Its almost over I know five more weeks but I'm ready to go home. The sad thing is that when I go home it wont be the same. I have to grow up! I have to make my own home, work and live my own life. I am excited and anticipating it but I'm scared at the same time. I miss how simple life was as a child. I wish I could be like the kids I babysit, they run laugh and play all day without a care in the world, the only struggle they have is spankings every once and a while. If only life was like that again. I remember my dad telling me when I was younger to enjoy being a kid and that most of your life is spent being an adult. It's so true. Childhood flys by so fast and then we have to grow up, get jobs and pay taxes until we die. Blah! So borring. I think I'm just not ready to grow up! Can't I regress? I am happy though I am living my dreams, I have always wanted to graduate from high school and get a degree in college. I'm living that dream right now. I will have the most education so far in my imediate family. And soon I'll be traveling to a different country where they speek spanish and I can learn of a new culture! (it has always been a dream of mine since i was little) I guess I just have to keep telling myself things in life don't always come easy, you have to work hard for what you want and pray to God for strength and patience. Its like the speaker said this weekend at church you don't gain faith by miracles but through trials and resistance. He explained it like working out in the gym, they only way to strengthen your muscles is by resistance and its the same with faith. If you don't use your faith muslces how are you going to grow? I guess my temporary troubles and stresses with school will pass and God will guide the rest. I just hope my family knows that I love them very much and I think and pray for you every day! Even if I'm not there God is and He is the closest thing we have to eachother. |
posted by AdriannaFay @ 10:31 PM  |
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