My Life's Little Adventures: Don't Give Up, You are Loved!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Don't Give Up, You are Loved!

Well today started out ok. I woke up at 8am to clean for two hours then I went to my science class and had lunch. I sat with Michael in the lobby for about an hour until he finished his paper and went to work. Then I went to my room and laied down for a little bit. I decided I needed todo something productive so I decided to go to the finance office to start my financial clearance for next year, something I have been procrastinating. So I called and asked if I could come in and meet with one of the ladies. I got there and was really anxious. I prayed for good news and as soon as we started figuring good numbers things started to look not so good. We came up with a plan for next year but everything depends on this summer. I have to come up with a big lump sum again to come out here in the fall. I basicly have two months to come up with $4,ooo. I know its not imposible but right now it just feels like a lot. Well the lady that is head of the finance office came in to speak with me. She tried discussing a few options with me, none of which really seemed to be possible and asked me wether I have considered going to a different school. I almost cried! My journey here to CUC has not been easy but God has carried me though He has provided for me and right now I'm trying to figure out what to do next? I feel like He wants me to be here but at the same time I feel like maybe I need to be going in a different direction. So many options have run through my mind today and I'm still feeling lost. I just need all of your prayers. I need to decide what to do for next year. I know God is with me and will continue to do so I just need to know what direction He wants me to go in. I don't think its all about the money right now. Please pray for me.

posted by AdriannaFay @ 4:27 PM

2 Comments:

At March 27, 2008 at 12:38 AM, Anonymous said…

Ouch, you poor dear, my heart really goes out to you tonight, I know this type of uncertainity stings all the way to the core of who you are. When your dreams appear to be unraveling after you have tried so hard to make them reality, it cuts to the heart. God knows your dreams and He also knows the plans He has for you, to give you a hope and a future. I put you in His hands tonight. This song always brings tears to my eyes, I'll share it with you.
When the valley is deep
When the mountian is steep
When the body is weary
When we stumble and fall

When the choices are hard
When we're battered and scarred
When we've spent our resources
When we've given our all

In Jesus' name we press on
In Jesus' name we press on
Dear Lord, with the prize
Clear before our eyes
We find the strength to press on

In Jesus' name we press on
In Jesus' name we press on
Dear Lord, with the prize
Clear before our eyes
We find the strength to press on
At March 27, 2008 at 5:50 AM, Unknown said…

I think Faith's comment says it all. I know God has a plan for your life. He has lead you thus far. I read this verse this morning..."You need to hold on to the Lord your God and do what He asks you to do, just as you are doing now." Joshua 23:8 Also.."...I want to remind you that not one of God's promises has failed. He did for us everything He said He would and more." Joshua 23:14
Hang in there Adri, and wait and see what the Lord has in store for those that love Him.
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